for the kick my your own ass club
which i LOVE because it makes me take a step back and look at things from the future and things from now and say 'well hey, i am different! and maybe its in a good way!' so THANK YOU! '#kickyourownassclub'!!! for giving me reason to put thought into it!
I guess i should explain this one
2005 i was making movies 2011 im doin photos
in 2005 the shot of me walking away after a 'murder' in this location of which ive clearly murdered someone with my shoe as it has a bloody heel...i set up the camera to catch only the shoe, not my full self, lack of confidance plus a cool film shot
this time i let someone else hold the camera and did what i wanted to do and we get a full figure walking away with guns
more agressive weapon, full figure with no embarrassment so i guess the 'kick my own ass' is....
well i love both shots but im a bit more dynamic now in my full self than just being a shoe!!
for a shy girl that is not always easy to do...i was a shoe because being on camera scared me.
its hard to descibe without the video from the first one....when the camera is not on my shoes i am timid and out of place like i dont belong which is why the 'shoe shot' ended up the best shot...there was only my feet! cant tell expression so bloody heels were as badass as i could be
This picture....2011 me could LITERALLY kick 2005 me's ass LOL
not only in confidence but seriously, spike heels vs guns....shy girl in high heels vs mega boots...haha and it goes on